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October 18, 1999
Blessings

I am blessed because my performance went well.

I am blessed because I was able to take off work to attend the entire festival.

I am blessed because the retiring director of the festival chose to conduct my piece herself.

I am blessed because the pianist who participated in my piece chose to show up, as opposed to her disappearing act for both a previous faculty recital and the class I taught two years ago.

I am blessed because, although the beginning of the piece was somewhat rocky (pianist chose to speed pell-mell through the opening section), the performers settled down and ended the piece wonderfully.

I am blessed because many of the other composers congratulated me and complimented my piece.

I am blessed because my husband was so impressed with the performance that he took me home and made passionate love to me. (We subsequently had to speed so as not to be late to our evening event.)

I am blessed because Dr. Beall asked me to send him a score of my piece so he could try to get it performed at West Virginia University.

I am blessed because the MidAmerican Center for Contemporary Music apparently pays the composers, and surprised me with a check for $100, which paid for the outfit I wore to my performance, which I was nervous about buying in the first place.

I am blessed because my thesis advisor told Dr. Beall to demand to listen to the MIDI of my thesis, because (she told him) it was marvelous work.

I am blessed because he kissed my cheek after he heard it.

I am blessed because he later told my advisor that it was as good as any doctoral dissertation he's heard.

I am blessed because I had the presence of mind not to cry, giggle, or faint when she told me that.


Protho didn't get to come up to the festival after all. When I talked to him later, he told me that he was having one of those days where you don't feel up to getting out of bed, much less driving to Ohio. Fine, I told him, we'll see you some other time. (The sound you hear is me squelching down frustration at having cleaned the apartment for guests, and not having any guests to see it.) So we'll have to drive to Pittsburgh sometime to visit. In the meantime, he'll just have to settle for hearing the MP3 of the performance, which I'll have up after I get the recording from the sound engineers.

It looks like we may be moving up our conception date! Eric's mother called last night and told him that Bryan and Linda are thinking about trying to have a baby. Eric was incensed and told her, "We're going first!" See, Bryan and Linda, although financially much better off than we are, are not prepared for a child. They can't even take care of their dog! They're both so extremely wrapped up in their careers that the poor puppy spends most of her time in a kennel, or staying with my mother-in-law. It's really sad.

Eric is convinced that we have to give birth first, just to "show them how it's done." I'm not opposed to a little brotherly rivalry if it means we move closer to our goals in the process. Eric says not this cycle, but the next will be our target. I've told him that these things can take time, that very few people actually achieve pregnancy on the first cycle they try, but he's convinced that we'll be the lucky ones, because I chart my cycles for contraception, anyway. I know that will help, but I'm also aware of how tricky it can be to get pregnant even when you have sex at the peak of fertility.

I guess we'll just have to wait and see!



   
 
   
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