| March 24, 2000 Mom's Brains |
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Cycle 6, Day 2 Temp: 97.7 Cervical Mucus: AF Cervix: Low, closed, firm |
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It's been a very, very pleasant day so far. What a nice change! I've been down in the catacombs working on web stuff all morning, and I'm probably going to be taking an hour of compensated time off this afternoon; our assistant rector is being...what's the word, consecrated? Something with a "C," I think. Anyway, she's being put into her official position tomorrow, and she wanted me to be the cantor, so I have to go to the rehearsal today at five. Loads of fun; the canted part is long and asks for Christ's mercy on her, everybody in the church, anybody who's ever been in the church, and pretty much anybody who's ever been in any church, or even thought about going to church. Each by name. We'll be there all night. I don't mind, though, because she's a nice gal, and because it was awfully flattering to be requested by name. She wants me to sing at her special service? Aw, shucks! Be glad to, Miss! Er, what's this ream of sheet music I'm being handed? It's lovely and warm outside. I'm unsure as to whether I'll attend the post-rehearsal gathering at the rector's house, or whether I'll come home and cook out with Eric. Although, had I wanted to do the latter, I probably should have grabbed some chicken breasts out of the freezer to defrost before I left for work. It's a little late at this junction. |
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Boss-Lady was also happy to hear about my volunteer experience. I think she was a little concerned when I cam home from the Photoshop workshop without having spoken to anybody she knew; perhaps she was worried that I was actually some antisocial reject who had no business trying to work in a public position. I'm sure that the thought of my escapades as "Miss Cluster" was able to put to rest any fears of my introverted nature that may have been lurking in her mind. If only she knew... It's easy to be extroverted when you feel as if you're pretending to be somebody else. At that workshop, I felt out of place until I started pretending to be as silly as the women around me. In my new guise, I could feel right at home in mismatched legwarmers and a veil. I wasn't me. The frequency and ease with which I'm now playing other "characters" in order to feel comfortable feels a little alarming at times, but it's a very helpful little ruse. Am I losing my mind? Probably. |
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I'm having little twinges of pain. It's a rather odd sensation; I just had a tiny pulse of pain under the left side of my jaw. A few minutes ago, it was my right knee, throbbing every few seconds with a slight ache. The pain is just barely present, almost ignorable, but I'm a touch bewildered as to its origin. Now, there was another pain on my neck, a little farther down. It feels almost as if somebody is pressing their thumb into my flesh for a second. Strange. Ooh, now it's moving down to my back! |
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Talking to my mother is a real hoot these days. Her thyroid medication hasn't fully kicked in yet, so she's a temporary aphasic, using the wrong words right and left. She can't remember facts from one minute to the next. She's aware of her brain problems and is getting very frustrated, but at the same time, she's able to laugh at herself. I was speaking to her about her computer, and she mentioned that she was going to have my brother, home on Spring Break next week, set her and Dad up with separate Instant Messenger profiles. "But, Mom, you can do that yourself. It's easy." Cory wonders if she might be faking it a little bit. He thinks she doesn't really want to have to read computer manuals and books, so she's pretending that she can't do it at all.. I don't really think she'd be that devious, but it could be that she's having honest-to-God problems understanding the books (we don't all speak "Manual-ese"), and she's blaming it on a lack of thyroid hormones. I hope she gets the hang of the computer soon; I know how much she hates feeling helpless. Poor dear Mom; at least the radiation is mostly gone and Dad is back home now, so she's not so bored anymore. |
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I am so looking forward to sleeping in with my husband tomorrow. We really should do something with the day, though; I have to work Sunday, and tomorrow afternoon is supposed to be nice. Maybe we'll go try to catch a matinee showing of the Pokemon movie. Don't laugh, please! Eric and I have fought it off at first, but the onslaught was too great, and we've finally decided that those little monsters are some of the cutest things we've seen in a long darn time. Eric has just about decided to rename all the computers in our home network after various Pokemon. We're sick like that. Personally, I blame my little fondness for the critters on an unpacified craving for all things small, round, and wide-eyed. Plus, I always wanted a sentient, yet cuddly, pet when I was a kid, and I guess I never stopped. Guinea pigs are definitely lacking in the brains department; ours still run in terror from their own reflections. Comments? |
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