For the first time in a while, I don’t feel like running today. I know intellectually that it would make me feel better, but…I can’t summon the desire to do it. Coffee is letting me down, too; caffeine might impart wakefulness, but not so much with the “get up and go.”
I need spring; I need the time change. I need daylight and to be able to go jogging outside under the sunlight and green trees. It’s like I don’t have enough of whatever inner stores get most people through the long hibernation of winter, and now I’m just pacing my cave, starving and sad. I’ve heard that this place has one of those funky glow lamps that’s supposed to help with Seasonal Affective Crap, but they’re only open until 4, and I’m not dragging Gabe down there to watch Mommy sit still under a light.
Should have asked for one of these for Christmas. 
HMM – that could be a business. For winter, at least. A place to soak up some fake sunshine, good coffee and lots of safe things for lil’ ones to climb about in/on…